Alright, so i went to get my legs sugared today, which was hell let me tell you. But what i decided to tell you is this. As my aunt was putting the sugar on my legs, i would hold my breathe because i knew the pain was about to show up. It was this tingly feeling all over my body that was undoubtly uncomfortable. It automatically reminded me of two things. him and you. it used to be that he was the release of the air, instead of pain it was this unexplainable relief. i was wound up until he unwound me. It reminded me of you because that is how i feel constantly now. As though i’m holding my breath or i’m tightly wound and its how i go about everyday. I feel like once my friggin plane lands and i see your face in real life, i will unwind.
you know, this is just the stuff i think about while i get the hair on my legs RIPPED OUT AND I’M BLINDED BY PAIN. I have gorgeous legs now, so maybe its worth it. or maybe the pain and the resulting wonderfulness just cancel each other out so i really have no feelings on the subject. The movie Couples Retreat comes out October 9th, which is the friday i’m there, so the plan is, dinner movie drunken mess downtown. k its gonna be great. miss you.